Day 28

I’m almost done. I’ll have finished Friday. I’ll have gone 30 days without any diet beverages. 🙂

I’ve been lame about the rest of my goals though. I seriously want to start doing a daily workout, one I can keep up with, one that is brief and only up to 15 minutes would be nice. 🙂

Cleaning, I’ve been better. My vacation in Portland allowed me to separate myself from my housewife duties. But, I came back to the explosion, I knew I should’ve done more before leaving. Oh well. I’ve got lots to clean now. I’ll have a full weekend of cleaning to get ready for my baby Chase’ arrival home. 😀

And my nails are great, thats a simple task to keep up on. Don’t destroy the fake nails. And allow my little baby ones to grow out once and for all. 🙂

And now. Instead of the pink bong I promised myself, I shall continue on, exercise more, experience my own nails, have baby Chase at home, a cleaner house, and I’ll start saving away.

My new goal, my new prize rather. I’ll be getting another tattoo, on or the week after my 21st birthday. Not sure which one I’ll choose, I’ve only got about a dozen to choose from. 🙂 Exciting!

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Day 13

“Did you come from the land down under, Ohh” I can’t get it out of my head, great. Thanks Vince( My coworker whom frequently gets this stuck in his head, shares his pain and I get it stuck in my head.)

Just thought I’d start with something to get stuck in YOUR head. 🙂

I’ve noticed some changes in the way I feel, I wish it was all for the better. I’ve had to make a new change.. I’ve cut caffeine for the time being, and I won’t be drinking or smoking anymore blunts.

I’ve had a few emotional breakdowns, and I believe it’ll be a healthy step to take.

How was your mothers day? Mine was slightly nerve wrecking, we made plans for Aaron to meet my parents at dinner for Mothers day. Went smoothly, love golden corral, best fucking rolls OHMYGOSH. And they more than just ‘approved’ of Aaron, they called him a keeper because he is. 🙂 And I hope he thinks the same of me.

No diet, lots of cleaning. Started a ripple effect, the boys both got to cleaning when I’m gone. The house is starting to look quite beautiful. If only we can keep up on it, specifically I gotta keep up on them dishes. Messy, Messy.

 

Its been good since starting my ‘Challenge’ though it doesn’t seem to be much of a challenge. Besides trying to remember to clean. I need to remember to eat more now, as well as continue light exercise and my ‘Ms. New Booty’ squats. 😛

I’ll be looking and feeling good, or so I hope. I can’t get away from my clumsiness, stress, or awkward mood swings. But, I assume soon enough it’ll pass, just gotta be patient and try not to trip myself so often. I’d be less stressed. Haha

 

Oh! Guess what? I’ve managed to save some money, pack away a duffel of items I’ve purchased over the past few months, and I’m going to purchase myself a train ticket and I’ll be seeing my lovely best friend, IN PERSON! NEXT WEEK!!!! I’ll have almost an entire week with her, to do as we please, explore what we’d like, taste what their food carts have to offer us and spend the time I’ve so desperately needed to have with her. 😀

I’M SO EXCITED! Thats my good news. Let me hear about yours. 😀

 

Day 8

Ms. Clumsy has struck again. I’ve managed to mess up my ankle, probably just a sprain, had to have my boss wrap it up for me this morning. I’ve really got a habit of harming my left side.. I’m going to hope it stops today. I thought my balance would get better with my improved hearing? Now its worse?….

Update. I crave it… Yesterday I almost bought one, almost got a Diet Pepsi but I stayed strong. Not wanting to spend the money, my sandwich was already enough money spent and I knew I wanted a frapp later. Which I got, for only 2.35 because I wanted the extra shot of espresso. Love Happy Hour.

So, the cravings have come I’m starting to miss the taste, crave the bubbles and fizz, and the not so full feeling after drinking it. Its terrible for me, I have to quit. I want to quit. I don’t want an addiction. I’m still grateful its been this easy, at least so far.

I didn’t do any cleaning, besides putting the dishes away that Aaron had done all day. He cleaned up so much, ran a dump run and got rid of Christmas trees, an old couch and miscellaneous items. 🙂 Its nice. I greatly appreciate it, and now he has to smoke outside and not in the garage. Another plus, maybe it’ll lead to ONE less cigarette a day. That’d be lovely. Just a gradual weening. I am not to mandate, but he moved the couch, all I can do is hope he wants to smoke just THAT much less.

I am bossy. I have bossy tendencies. I like control, and hate being controlled. Its why I like cleaning his place, he hasn’t asked me too, I just want to. And as long as that continues, I’ll ask him if I can do whatever the fuck he needs done. I’ll ask about errands, laundry his and mine, all dishes, and I’ll even feed the pups and the cats. I like the housewife responsibilities as long as its my choice to do them. And, I will continue to do them.

I’ll be cleaning the tub tonight I hope, last night we had our fun, and now I can’t walk, so I’ll sit and scrub some. I’d like a clean shower for all of us. I want to scrub the whole thing down. The whole bathroom could use a good cleaning. Man cave. Man cave. >.<

Yesterday I did come to the conclusion I either can’t dance barefoot or can’t dance drunk. Either way, most definitely can’t do both…

Today I am thankful for my computer chair. 🙂

I will not have diet, I will clean, and I will save. And smoke lots because my ankle and gash don’t hurt at all when I’m baked. Yesm. 😀

Technically, Day 2

I’ve got a bad memory, apparently terrible. I go on my blog daily, multiple times, yet forget whether or not I’ve posted on it, whether or not I’ve thought about it. I have started a bad habit of reblogging, I want that to slow some, so I may get out my own words too.

Today is day 2 of my 30 day challenge, would be day 3, but I drank diet the whole first day, after setting my goals and rules for my challenge, which I’m still not fully settled on…

I accidentally did it yesterday. I was just broke, then had no diets in my apartment or at Aarons place, so I went without Diet Pepsi the whole day, actually, I went without caffeine, though my body felt good from all the water I’m drinking, I got a mass headache from it and did not want what I’ve been craving and demanding the past week. I just wanted sleep by the end of the day. And so I got it.

I also did lunges, not a lot, but enough to feel it. And with my headache from lack of caffeine I decided dishes would help me keep distracted while Aaron and the guys played cards. I love my little housewife habit forming, I just can’t help myself, Aaron simply is the motivation I’ve been wanting and needing. I’m quite happy with him. 🙂

Today, I haven’t had any Diet Pepsi, I did however have an iced coffee, I said no Diet Pepsi though, I can have caffeine whenever until the day we find out we’re pregnant.

I assume I’ll be able to keep this up, with lots and LOTS of help from others, I am not weening off Diet, simply going cold turkey.

As for my nails, I’m not biting at my cute little french manicure, but I keep finding myself picking at my fingers, a minor habit attached to biting, I’ve got to cut that out before it gets any worse. I will one day have my regular natural nails, that I’ll keep manicured and pretty. Honestly, I know I’d like to quit, but previous to this week, I knew Aaron didn’t like the idea of my having acrylic fake nails, but, it was reassuring when after a week of having them he finally noticed and even complimented them. That was somewhat of a shock to me, not at all expected. I expected he’d look em over and think nothing, say nothing, I was VERY pleased to hear that. I don’t want to have them forever, but I’m so relieved for right now, its okay. I like the french natural look anyways, I adore them.

Just as an added bonus, I saw the doctor, got nasal spray for my allergies, and minus the nausea in the morning, I CAN BREATHE! Its been an interesting week, with some terrible news, but I’m grateful not everything is all bad, I can still enjoy the good thats come out of this week. I’ve started my challenge, and I hope to achieve my goals:

  • No more Diet Pepsi
  • No more biting my nails/ or picking
  • Exercising til I feel my heart beat pick up, feel the heat on my skin. Then I may stop.

Also, as a side goal, but not mandated I’d like to continue to clean at least 30 minutes a day.

 

Good enough for me 🙂